Wisdom is knowing when to shup up.

I am an asshole. I don't know if it's the long work days, anxiety, jealousy, who knows. Regardless, I've been a total jerk off to one of the people I care most about. I am passive aggressive, frusterated, and harsh when it comes to situations that I am uncomfortable with. When I am confronted with tension my first reaction is to wait it out. I am still waiting. She is still mad at me. The reason being because somewhere subconsciously I am projecting my own insecurties and frusterations onto my best friend who in reality, probably has enough of her own to deal with. Damn it...How to fix this? Can we look like this again soon, please?